PAINTER ME!!:-):-)

I would love to call myself an artist, but can’t really do that because I lag in the ‘creativity part’ to call myself an artist. An anonymous person once checked out my painting and said “so you are a painter”, I wanted to correct him saying I’m an artist...Good I dint do that...I have always been the ‘copy paste’ types, never did I really use my brush to put up something interesting so that I can call it my own stuff., But I did pretty well by painting pictures from newspapers, magazines and mom’s gardening books n happy about that JJJ Hmmm!! “Painter” suits me better. I think now I like itJJ...

Painting is what I really loved doing (I still do)...I can just sit for hours together flaunting my brush and admiring my stuff. I did quite a lot of them, But after a couple of paintings I kinda took a very long break away from my brushes, Engineering was the very obvious reason (I felt short of time though I had loads of it to waste) and Then I had many more useless reasons not to do my favorite hobby. Laziness tops them all. I really really missed doing it, of course, now I feel stupid for being soo stupid.

Very recently I get this opportunity in my organization to participate in pot painting. I was so dam happy. JJJ I missed painting sooo much. Just coloring a small pot was so much fun to me. JJJJ I din’t wanna leave it and I loved every minute I spent painting that pot. I wanted to do it better, use better colors and got upset when I din have enough time....That time, was simple awesome...

It’s just about what you like doing. JJ..How many of us really do what we like!!I guess we should do things we like,... just anything we like doing, Simple reason??... To put up a smile on our face, to pamper us, to feel good and that would mean so much more to usJJJ...I should do a lot of paintingsJJ,I guess I will...

Happiness comes from small things JJJ

24 years of sheer joy

My BirthdayJJJ....As always I was so dam excitedJJ...23rd feb has been special to me every year, this is one day I realize and actually feel specialJJ (very much actually) .Anybody would ,if they had birthdays like I did JJJ,obviously it’s because of my friends and family. And the best part, it gets special and better every yearJJJ...

I remember the days when mamma would ask me what kind of a cake I want for my birthday JJ(that moment used to be so exciting).After lot of brainstorming I used to be like I want “an apple cake”, “a baby in a cradle cake”, “a butterfly cake”, “a house cake” n what not.. (Dumb choice I agree, but that was the baby me)JJ...n yes!! I got all of these as my birthday cakesJJJ.

The gifts, my special birthday dress, fighting for roses in the cake, the special cards from all my siblings(all the 11 of them), were very much a part of my birthday as a kidJJ and I cherish every moment of those days.

And then I had the most amazing friends in the world who made my day the bestest ever JJthe midnight parties, surprises, wishes, phone calls, sms, gifts etc etc...Now when I Celebrate my 24th bday, as always it’s different and much better with more surprises, more gifts, more phone calls, more wishes and loads of love... What more could I ask for!! JJ

 I’m soo glad I have you guys... Thank you all for making my 24th birthday even more better and very special.... you guys mean the world to meJJJ

Sibling Love :-):-)

14^th feb and couldn’t wait to get back home...It has nothing to do with the V day...It was my sis, She was coming back from homeJ... I was getting so restless in office and couldn’t wait to meet her...The most tempting part was to know what she was getting for me JJJJ.

5.00 in the evening and all I wanted to do when I met her was pull out all the stuff from her bag. There was so much of joy to sit and watch what she was putting out for me from her bag. Cookies, Pickles...etc etc.. I was thrilled!! JJJTo my surprise she had something for me which I very badly missed the whole day and I thought I won’t be getting it, A box of ferrero Rocher ”my gift” JJJIt made my day, I swear!!!! JJJJJ.

The Chit Chat began, her stories, my stories n more n more of blah blah blah!!...There was literally no end for our chit chatJJ I felt like I was talking to her after ages (though we spoke over phone everydayJ) we just couldn’t stop talking from the time we metJJJ.What an amazing evening it was, though there was nothing fancy about it.

I’m glad she is back and just the fact that we live in the same city makes me feel soo good. Actually I have the sweetest and bestest sistersJJFeeling of loveJ...

Valentine's moment:-):-)

With Valentine’s Day around the corner all you see around you is RED hearts, lovely gifts, beautiful cards, real life love stories put up all over,romantic movies etc etc...JJ...Archie stores are literally colored in red ...Beautiful it is!:-),..

Not just that! You have every second person around you talking about it or planning for the ‘V’ day....and there are people celebrating a list of pre valentine days....

 7 Feb Rose Day
8 Feb Propose Day
9 Feb Chocolate Day
10 Feb Teddy Day
11 Feb Promise Day
12 Feb Kiss Day
13 Feb Hug Day
14 Feb VALENTINE'S DAY(got this list from a colleagueJ)

.. Oh yes!!People are serious about these days as well...I saw a lady pick up a card for her husband...The special day was”propose day”... that’s sweet na!!J...I’m sure she put up a smile on her hubby’s face (after a tired day at office, a beautiful card from your loved one to say what you mean is definitely SWEET JJJJ).

I din really like Valentine’s Day in school, Reason: we dint have a holiday for Valentine’s Day (I had assumed it should be), then I grew up to know it was the day for a couple (not for the rest)...and finally I realize it’s for allJJ...

And when I have realized I just don’t want it to go a waste.

 It’s true that we don’t really need to wait for a special day to reveal how much you love a person/ what someone means to you (no matter who that is)...All we need to do is grab an opportunity to tell what someone means to you, just let your heart out!!, and that minute is always special, “our very own special Valentines moment”...I have had many of those special moments, with friends, family and love...Think back ppl all of us have had many of those special moments for sureJJJJ...

If you don’t have one, no worries, we have Valentine’s day. Love yourself and tell people what they mean to you, feel special and make it special, just in our own very simple special wayJJJJ...

My way, I’m taking a little effort to tell all my people that I love you all and you mean the world to me,Sending you all loads of Big Hugs JJJ...For me, this is “My very own special Valentines moment”.  

Happy Valentines Day!!JJJ

Self Obsessed!!!

Someone recently said ”you can never stop being ‘me me me’ even for a day”, I wasn’t surprised to hear that,... I’ve heard that quite a lot of times by now,..n yeah!! I always knew I was a little self obsessed as My Friends say that tooJJJ (Just a little to be specific realized  that because of my friends) ...And all these while I din really mind being obsessed and loving myself more, probably because sometimes I need me more than anybody else and “I’m” with “me “most of the time and I at times did enjoy my company(all of us do) .

But now being called self obsessed, it’s kind of stuck in my mind.*-)  So thought of doing some useless work, I know it’s just a waste of time for me, but believe me I’m really loving doing this!! JJJJ... Probably because for the first time I’m seriously doing a piece of research (the useless part doesn’t really matter for nowJJ). Google “Self obsession”.

Look what I found:-D.

“I think if you’re not self-obsessed, you’re probably boring.”

I loved the above lineJJJ...I mean seriously who wants to be called boring:-D:-D

“Self Obsession (meaning) : overly concerned with one's own desires, needs, or interests.”  (Who’s not?)

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/quiz/xlipsxlikexmorphinex/how-selfobsessed-are-you/ (this one’s fun)JJ

I was pretty pleased with my result :-P JJ

I'm not self-obsessed, I’m just confident and that's not wrong. I live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment I spend in company of others. I'm Me: I act immature, eat when I’m bored, yell when I’m angry, and never regret something that once made me happy. I believe in true love, and I believe in making my dreams come true, because I’m a believer...

N That’s what I wanna call self obsession as..JJ

I know It seems stupid...,*-)!!...that’s the jobless me... n guess what!!I couldn’t stop smiling when I was writing this one JJJ... Happiness within comes with the pleasure of small things.;-):-):-D